pete talking about his suicide attempt for half of us
"The darkest moment was, uh… we had just finished recording our major label record and uh, two days later we were going to, um, Europe. And… I felt completely lost and out of control. At that point I’d seen some doctors and they’d kinda, like - they were Hollywood doctors. So they kinda, they gave me, like y’know, a cocktail but I kinda… was like the drug store cowboy. Kind of… took the cocktail the way I wanted to take it. So I, uh… I got in my car and I went and I, uh… I remember, I was listening to Jeff Buckley doing Leonard Cohen’s ‘Hum Hallelujah’ and sat there and took a bunch of Ativan. And, uh… [it was] in a Best Buy parking lot and I - and I called up my manager cause I, y’know, at that point was… completely out of my head with Ativan. And I was talking to him and I was slurring my words so he called my mom and my mom called me and she came and got me. And, we, uh… went to the hospital and then I came home…"
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